“Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity.”
1 Timothy 4:12.”
I’m sorry that I never offered my everything, sorry if I neglected to believe that you put people on earth to serve their purpose, sorry if I dont recognize your ways to my every gain but one thing is I’m sure of; I dont blame you for all the mistakes I have made, no scapegoats for my cheats, no reasons to hate you for obstacles planted in front of me; you’ve made me believe on free will and self judgement.
I have learned, read, observed, discovered a lot in this existence and I apologize for all the things I have said and done; I apologize if I think of your book as an entertaining novel, I’m sorry if I call your house a beautiful structure, I’m sorry if I always disagree with your words and I’m sorry if I argue about your name refusing to acknowledge your works. This is me, I am one of those people, I was made because of a sexual intercourse but not of a miracle, I am raised as a catholic and left because of my belief in no particular evidence of heaven and your accurate physical representation, I’m manifested in both honesty and fraud faith and I am aware of people, places and miracles.
I believe in you, but no offense I just dont care. I know you made me an opposite being of a common people and I dont refuse the fact that as time goes by the more I realize the reality of life. Minutes passed from starting the first word of this letter and my faith wasnt shook, my words is like slat and I feel the tight heartbeat. I wanted to introduce myself to you, all I ask is for you to recognize me as a person, I hurt, I cry, I laugh and I live.